the ballet suddenly begins …

most times i hold in all my feelings then release them onto social media or in real life. to me it’s ironic that the world praises #cardib and not me. i workhard. i hold it down & when i feel misunderstood; searching for kindred spirits it seems as if many times I detour down the #wrongroad out of fear. I can’t keep hiding who I am and what I have built for myself out of fear. if anything, it will be self-love.

Today I almost fainted from my panick attack. With no one to console me, a thought came to mind “Use your mind to unfold and release the pain NOT condense it inside your fragile heart!” FREE YOURSELF FROM THE SHACKLES OF YOUR OWN MIND because the shackles of real life are bad enough.

I know my troubled spirit was influenced by people down the road but they’re not here now & it’s nothing to do about their existence at the moment, so let it be. The cosmic consciousness that connects all things will connect their karma back to them. Have faith so you may receive the destined experiences with courage! Hoping everyone has a super #soulful saturday & BEYOND❗️ (This took a lot of effort to write out of my current state, if you support with a like/comment it would mean SOO much🌹✨) #erynmariex #emx #ballarena #tlyo #theloveyouowe #dalullbaebih #dalulbaebih #rynjoyuniverse

Posted 9 weeks ago

My name is Eryn Marie Jones, and I'm a 22 year old single mother/entrepreneur. I am hosting this page in hopes of raising money for my non-profit community organization "Thriving Mindset" as well as my home based studio where I hope to start up an online business that can further support me in my cause continue reading

My name is Eryn Marie Jones & I go by Ryn Jo Yuniverse or Ballaerena. Ryn Jo is a shortening of my first and last name e(Ryn Jo)nes & I always wanted to be a ballerina ever since I was a child, that's why I call myself that, just with different spelling. It's really a 3-part meaning, one being an actual poised & balanced woman, a ballerina, another is balling out, and creating abundance. And lastly Erena is my name in Russian, which is one of my favorite foreign languages aside from Arabic, Latin and Mandarin. Ballaerena is my rough tough, sexy side, it's much more focused on music and connecting to my audience. RJY is a universal version of myself, accessing the limitless side of life, from cover songs, vlogs, how to videos, dancing videos, fashion & whatever I put my mind to, it's what I created so people can get to know me and all of my exterior talents. And my real name will be used in extremely personal expressions of myself. Continue reading ...