most times i hold in all my feelings then release them onto social media or in real life. to me it’s ironic that the world praises #cardib and not me. i workhard. i hold it down & when i feel misunderstood; searching for kindred spirits it seems as if many times I detour down the #wrongroad out of fear. I can’t keep hiding who I am and what I have built for myself out of fear. if anything, it will be self-love.
Today I almost fainted from my panick attack. With no one to console me, a thought came to mind “Use your mind to unfold and release the pain NOT condense it inside your fragile heart!” FREE YOURSELF FROM THE SHACKLES OF YOUR OWN MIND because the shackles of real life are bad enough.
I know my troubled spirit was influenced by people down the road but they’re not here now & it’s nothing to do about their existence at the moment, so let it be. The cosmic consciousness that connects all things will connect their karma back to them. Have faith so you may receive the destined experiences with courage! Hoping everyone has a super #soulful saturday & BEYOND❗️ (This took a lot of effort to write out of my current state, if you support with a like/comment it would mean SOO much🌹✨) #erynmariex #emx #ballarena #tlyo #theloveyouowe #dalullbaebih #dalulbaebih #rynjoyuniverse